Tuesday, December 16, 2008

A list. Not to be confused with A-list

I'm having one of those nights where I really want to post something, but I can't gather my thoughts to produce anything worth while; so i suppose I'll just list things. 

- Great time in Long Beach with friends
- Sunday night BBQ in Los Feliz 
- Monday night Football and Donavan McNabb kicked me out of the playoffs a little too early
- Rain is leaking into my bedroom 
- Hoegaarden tastes yummy
- Trader Joe's Sheapard's Pie is tasty 
- Enjoy not having a cell phone
- I'm scruffy like a hobo
- Coffee and ESV readings continue 
- I wear a hat (thanks KCS) 
- Women are funny, they just crack me up
- Yesterdays pen pals are todays chat friends 
- Dead baby Opossum in sisters pool 
- SNL digital shorts 
- French Vogue isn't pornography 

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

well this is kind of fun

you can find my name at the bottom...nice huh?

Yay! Christmas

Three beers in and I've decided to welcome in the sounds of a faithful friend, and as Ryan Adams muses me while sleepy and on my way to bed, I dream about the days to come, the friends who are and friends to come. Who am I to question what may be in my path and who am I to decide what is right and what is wrong? My mind races as I try to rest, as I try to find some hope in this place, this place of waiting. How low can one go before everything changes, before a shift happens, when nothing changes yet all things change? Going forward in confidence while all things, no, everything is out of my control...how do I go forward? There is nothing left in me where pride might feast, though self boasting may creep, it shall not build its home, for I am desolate and without a ground which to feed. You have brought me here and will do what you desire; I have no challenge, in fact, I give you all you need to take comfort. Take this desert and do what you will with it. 

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

It's fall

I awoke this morning to an overcast sky and the desire to walk through this friendly neighborhood of mine. I ventured easterly on Addison intending to bypass the busy Riverside boulevard lined with boring apartments and tiny shops which the populous ignore. Addison proved to be more than a simple detour from the usual road to be traveled; it is a street without walkway, lined with towering deciduous trees dressed in the finest of fall colors. In four blocks of silence, I find myself headed south toward the Starbucks; moments later, I'm in line with 13 other customers wondering why this had to be the Starbucks they chose. After a few Christmas songs over the PA and the rare star sighting, I was stirring my vente drip with whatever's in those pink packets. I sat, I sat in the big brown leather chair and listened to Tobacco while reading Bible verses. I departed the strip mall half passed the hour and ventured from whence I came. The sun eventually poked through my fall hour and dreams of the mid-west ceased.